离开我 ........................

我把你的电话 从手机里消除了
我把你的消息 从话题里减少了
我把你的味道 用香水喷掉了
我把你的照片 用全家福挡住了
你让我的懂事 变成一种幼稚
你让我的骄傲 觉得很无知
你让我的朋友 关心我的生活
你让我的软弱 陪伴你的自由

离开我　你会不会好一点
离开你　什么事都难一点
车来了　坐上你的明天
车走了　我还站在路边
离开我　你会不会好一点
离开你　什么事都难一点
风来了　云就会少一点
你走了　我住在雨里面

《 把悲伤留给自己 》

能不能让我陪着你走
既然你说留不住你
回去的路有些黑暗
担心让你一个人走
我想是因为我不够温柔
不能分担你的忧愁
如果这样说不出口
就把遗憾放在心中
把我的悲伤留给自己你的美丽让你带走
从此以后我再没有快乐起来的理由
把我的悲伤留给自己你的美丽让你带走
我想我可以忍住悲伤可不可以你也会想起我

是不是可以牵你的手啊
从来没有这样要求
怕你难过转身就走
那就这样吧 我会了解的
把我的悲伤留给自己你的美丽让你带走
从此以后我再没有快乐起来的理由
我想我可以忍住悲伤假装生命中没有你
从此以后我在这里日夜等待你的消息
能不能让我陪着你走
既然你说留不住你
无论你在天涯海角
时不时的偶尔会想起我
可不可以你也会想起我
可 不 可 以


今早起床就一直在反复听着这首歌。。。
它对我而言意义特别重大。。。
听着听着。。。心中开始有点郁闷。。。
两个礼拜了。。。还是等不到。。。
看来我还真的很执著。。。也很好胜。。。
今天终于忍不住了。。。只好主动出击。。。
就不知道会有反应吗？希望尽快会有好的回应啦。。。

BLACK THURSDAY

Oh god ! What a damn shit boring day....
Stil in the office at this smoment....
shouldn't online...but canot tahan d....
6 pages of unsuccessful listing waiting to be settled by today...#$%^&*....
normally 1 page only take about 40min to settle...
today...1 page 1 hour ++ neh !
Big Problem ! i cant concentrate with my works at all....damn shit !
My mind keep on thinking something which is impossible...
NMD ! is your fault! can we have another plan?
i really wish can meet up with you....
there's a lots that i want to share with you.....
if we dint meet up this time...duno when can meet up again...
next year feb...i dnt think u have time to meet me...u have Gala 2009 at submit rite?
contact me pls....waiting for your reply....

醉到底是怎样的感觉？

好想好想尝试醉的感觉。。。
到底会有多high呢? 有多爽? 有多刺激? 有多飘?
对我而言。。。这些感觉都很陌生。。。
因为我不曾喝酒。。。怎样醉呢？
直到那一夜。。。我奉献了我的“第一次”。。。
尝试把 一瓶含量0.5% 酒精的 kampai 往肚子里kulut kulut (i learned this word from ST)。。。
味道还不赖。。。蛮好喝的。。。没有很重的酒味。。。
可是一点飘飘然的感觉也没有。。。很清醒。。。
想醉却醉不了。。。可怜。。。
突然很羡慕那些能醉的人。。。
曾经有人对我说。。。他很喜欢醉。。。
那种飘飘然的感觉让他好怀恋。。。
因为醉了之后，他才有勇气面对深爱的那个她。。。
看来这个办法还不赖。。。
好吧。。。找一天自己灌醉自己吧 ! 嘿嘿 ！
让我一次醉个够 ！
嗯。。。谁来陪我好呢？？

"November Fool"

TRUST...a good topic to discuss here...purposely share this with my 2 beloved friends....ST and XY....kekekeke....

"TRUST is a very important factor for all relationships.
When trust is broken, it is the end of the relationship."

What a meaningful and good sentence...rite?
The story behind happened past few days ago...if not mistaken is 20th Nov...
That day...due to " shortage of pocket $$$"...i decided to stay at office and OT jz to earn extra RM35....7.30pm sharp...i quickly packed up all my stuffs and drove my "little cavalry" along from office (KL - near Pavilion) back to my house (PJ Section 14). It takes me around 35min to reached home. Jz wan to open the gate...i received a call from XY....asked me whether wan to have dinner together...at 1st i was thingking to cook maggie to save $$$ cz salary hvn credited...kekeke....However, XY mentioned wanna share a big secret with me...whithout any doubt...I TRUST HER....so consent to have dinner together...but actually i m 8....curious what is the big secret...While waiting for her i was guessing what is the big secret as XY seldom share secret with me...izzit boss tendered??? if yes...then die lo....shit lo...how m i goin to continue with this job?? sure i will have to follow up all those SHIT things....oh no ! cant imagine !!! o XY encounter any prob???Finally...XY reached my house...once i went into the car...immediately asked her what is the big secret....she answered me...."i quarrel with ST"...i really TRUST her.....so asked her what they quarrel about...izzit work matter?Then, with kindhearted, i told her that actually ST's style is like that...sometime the way she talk might be not nice to listen...but actually she jz kidding....then XY laugh....but i stil TRUST her....when reached to the shop....i get down from the car...suddently i saw someone was in the car as well which i dint notice it before that....duno you know whose that?@#$%^&*....ST was in the car !!!! oh SHIT !!!! I was fooling by XY and ST !!!! Wahahaha....They fooling me !!!!! They folling me !!!! But i dint get angry....cz i knw they also kiding nia...i always fooled ppl...so expected ppl will fool me back...kekeke.....but...XY...i wont TRUST you anymore ! wahaha ! and i will be back to revenge !!!! Wahahaa....u duno my theory rite...let me tell u ....有仇不报非人也 !!!!

mY veRy fiRst tiMe

Aloha !
Welcome to my guAt guAt's mEmoRies ciRcLe !
Kekeke...such a weird name...but match to the owner...
cz the owner also is a weird person. Wahahaha....
This is the first time i try to write something in my blog after created it for quite some long time. So...enjoy reading ya...even if u notice that the topics sharing are bored...but u have to read it till the end also...wahahaahaa...ENJOY !!!!!